EMO

im keeping everything inside of me
love, anger, happiness, sadness, hatred...
im not sure how long i can take it
one thing for sure,
it is killing me
and its hurting me like hell

yeah.. i am emo...
fucking emo now.....

i needed a break...
from everything.

i need to runaway..
far away..
to a place where no one knows me...

i just need some one to be with me now..
i need a shoulder to cry on.
i need some one to be there for me to lean on..

there is someone who was always there to make me happy...
and i really appreciate it...

even though u are half way around the world..
but talkin to u really helps me to relax myself...
u know who u are..

thanx.

faster come back.
im waiting for u to go for bak kut teh, dim sum, mamak, tani, shopping, talkin bout F1...
*i dont support pretty face only okay???*
ngeh...

me luph u....
u are my best buddy..
my best "girlfriend"...
ever!!!!!


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can u see the rainbow???

yeah, i love it...

i love rainbows very much..

very much indeed...


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Think..

Ever had times that you gave up on something but you still tell yourself to hold on?
The mind is tired but you keep telling yourself to "see how thing goes"

Denial.
You do things as if nothing had happened but in reality, you're doing it just for the sake of doing it.
You tell everyone everything is alright. You show the world that smile across your face as if it is still the best thing that happened in your life.

Liar.
You are lying to yourself, to everyone else.
The optimist in you shows you that little bit of hope.
But maybe the pessimist in you was right after all.
Things shouldn't even had started. You yourself knew that beforehand.
But you give that excuse, that one lie, that you carry on until now.
Things aren't working.. Letting it go seems to be an easier option.. a much easier option than trying to hold on.

Fuck.


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