Think..

Ever had times that you gave up on something but you still tell yourself to hold on?
The mind is tired but you keep telling yourself to "see how thing goes"

Denial.
You do things as if nothing had happened but in reality, you're doing it just for the sake of doing it.
You tell everyone everything is alright. You show the world that smile across your face as if it is still the best thing that happened in your life.

Liar.
You are lying to yourself, to everyone else.
The optimist in you shows you that little bit of hope.
But maybe the pessimist in you was right after all.
Things shouldn't even had started. You yourself knew that beforehand.
But you give that excuse, that one lie, that you carry on until now.
Things aren't working.. Letting it go seems to be an easier option.. a much easier option than trying to hold on.

Fuck.


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